How I Realized I Was Addicted to Healing

You know that moment when your healing journey starts to feel heavy?Like you’ve been journaling, meditating, shadow-working your ass off. And somehow still feel stuck? Or even like things are getting worse? Yeah. That was me. I was compulsively focused on healing, which made me think I was broken. And that ain't it!!!!In this episode, I share the story of when I realized I’d become addicted to healing. It was right after I lost an IUD inside my body (yep, lost), had surgery for fibroids, and watched them grow right back. Like my body was screaming: “you can’t fix what you won’t feel.”That was the moment everything changed. I moved from panic to purpose, from control to surrender, from obsessively “working on myself” to actually living as myself.In this episode I go deep on:How healing can quietly become a form of avoidanceWhy your nervous system can literally get addicted to processingWhat it means to stop identifying with the “wounded self”How to move from endless shadow work into integration and embodimentAnd the exact moment I realized: I wasn’t healing anymore, I was hiding.This one’s raw, real, and probably not what you’ve heard before.It’s not about giving up on healing. It’s about remembering what healing is for.If you’ve ever wondered why your “inner work” doesn’t feel like it’s working anymore, this episode will change how you see everything.Programs and ResourcesNOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturneFREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditationFree Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-bThe Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journeyKeep the Magic Rolling:Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholesMy website → https://lovelightandblackholes.comRead my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/About Our Sponsors:Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/storeGet 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/Disclaimer:This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/