HOW I TRIED TO HIDE MY PAIN WITH THINGS: #331

I realized pretty early on in my 4th or 5 go round of trying to do or get things that would " make me happy "...  That none of it was going to work... But I had spent so much energy and effort in the world creating and doing and building this illusion of what I reallllly thought was going to fill the void...  help me to fit in.. to be someone .. To get some kind of a reaction from anyone at all that I valued in order to make me feel valuable for a moment ... Once I went through it enough times to wake up from the unconscious loop of disguising my pain through things in the world.. I now had to not only ride out that physical momentum in the world of all I created.. But I had to also heal the energy and experiences that created it at the same time.... This is the progression of human consciousness ... In one way or another we are doing this in loops every single moment...    If you are listening to content like this... If you were attracted to this episode or any like it ... There is something here to resonate with you... It is for a reason ...  You are either about to pop out of the loop you were in to potentially start another version of it ... ... or you are in the middle of one of your loops and now are awake .... Aware of what is going on and may feel lost ... unsure that there is life after the old story and its attachments dissolve in front of you...   There is ... You can... and you are about to expand to a version of you that has been patiently waiting for you .. and rooting you on the entire way ... SO MUCH LOVE TO YOU TODAY !!  Likeattractslike11.com