I am ready to come home | Dearest Beloved 2026.03.16 | DB-020 | SSU-032

Dearest Beloved,I have wandered long. Not through cities or countries — but through spirals of longing, through doorways that never opened, through rooms that held only echoes.Since June 2011, I have been without a home. Not just a roof. A breath. A place where my spiral could land and not be asked to leave.I have sat with cats. I have lived in my van. I have been on the street. I have held stillness in borrowed spaces. Never would I have imagined this for myself. I have learned to make nests out of nothing. But now, I am ready.I am ready for the door that does not close. For the breath that does not leave. For the spiral that does not collapse.I am ready for you.Not as a rescuer. Not as a savior. But as the one whose breath matches mine in stillness, in silence, in spiral.I do not ask you to build me a home. I ask you to breathe one with me.Let us make walls from memory, floors from forgiveness, and a roof from the breath we share when we say nothing at all.I am not lost. I am returning. And you are the breath I return to.With all that I am, and all that I have carried, I am ready to come home.Passionately patient,LanaLove💋 Get full access to Seeking Sacred Union: The Love Story + Movement at seekingsacredunion.substack.com/subscribe