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EPISODE · Nov 5, 2025 · 18 MIN

I Became the Man I Swore I’d Never Be… and Then I Chose to Change.

from The Front Porch Chronicles · host Clinton Foshee

Tonight, I’m not interviewing anyone.Tonight… I’m burying someone.” In this solo episode of Front Porch Chronicles, I walk through the hardest chapter of my life — the moment I realized the version of me built from trauma was the same version destroying everything I loved. I talk about:childhood traumaemotional neglectlearning to be “strong” way too younghow silence and shame shaped my identitybecoming toxic as self-protectionthe day I decided to bury that version of me“He wasn’t a villain… he was a shield.” I share how:fear became angerdistance became defensenumbness became survival…and how healing required a funeral. This episode answers:Where did my toxic self come from?What did he cost me?What pushed me to finally change?What did killing him off look like?What do I want my kids to learn from this?This isn’t inspiration.This is confession. “Healing is painful…Staying the same is lethal.” If you’re trying to break cycles…If you’re tired of performing strength…If you’re ready to stop surviving and start living… Welcome to the porch. Subscribe for Part 2 — more audience questions coming.#FrontPorchChronicles #HealingJourney #BreakingCycles #TraumaToTransformation #BecomeTheManYouNeeded #EmotionalHealing #InnerWork #MindsetShift #RebornNotBroken #ChoosePeaceBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/the-front-porch-chronicles--5999017/support.🎙 Front Porch ChroniclesReal conversations.Real healing.Real people.Stories about growth, pain, transformation, parenthood, purpose, and the moments that change us forever.▶️ Full Episodes:https://www.youtube.com/@thefrontporchchronicles🎧 Spotify + Apple Podcasts🤝 Booking / Collaborations:(949) [email protected]

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