I Believe (Prod. Knowledge)

Drinking liquor out this glass, getting faded way too fast This girl naked in my room. Should I smash? Or Should I pass? Drinking, thinking, about my ex, all the times in the past Feeling bad about my last song. I just put her on blast She called me last month and I don’t remember why Awkward silence on the phone maybe she wanted to say hi I just hung up, didn’t say bye. Blocked her number, nearly cried Best friends that turned to strangers now we living different lives Use to talk about her highly. I thought she would complete me But she hurt me, cut me off, and then deleted me completely Thankfully it was a blessing. I had to find out who I am Loving myself more everyday while I devise this plan I'm just doing what I can. No more. No less Don’t need a partner in this shit. No more. No stress I’m nothing like the rest. Oh you get high? You geekin We have nothing in common, you turning up every weekend I always wonder how I'll blow up because I am so different I just hope someone appreciates this shit if I go missing Starving artist with a paint brush, the world is my canvas Creating portraits, telling stories, taking chances while I’m famished Here’s another one for free. Hope you share and memorize it Performing in front of thousands then sleeping alone. Yeah visualize it Don’t judge me off this song alone. I mean how could you? You wouldn’t judge a writer off one book page now would you? Na homie you don't know me. I’m just a man with a passion If you wanna make something happen, you have to take some action Yo hold up. Why you laughin? This is not a joke to me I'm not a rapper. But an artist is what I hope you see I hope you cope through me. Just keep it honest and true If you’re my fan, damn at least I'm honest with you Sometimes I’m deep with my lyrics. I give you me If you have no motivation I hope you get that shit through me Cause homie I believe.. (hook) I believe, I believe.. That's why I'm chasing dreams.. Cause I believe, I believe.. Yeah I believe in me.. I believe, I believe.. That's why I'm chasing dreams.. Cause I believe, I believe.. I hope you believe in me.. x2 I won’t lie I’ve had my doubts, I’ve had my ups and downs I've been feeling like a clown. Tripping like I’ve been out of town Because I’m almost 26 and I’m back living at my moms I mean I still pay bills, and thank God we get along But I wanna move out, I wanna do my own thing I wanna own my own house, I wanna have my own things But these shows and this equipment, this shit can get expensive My music has to be priority, my number one investment I hope the outcome is some income, I'll make my family proud of me Stressing and anxiety, is taking a lot out of me The future and the past, damn I gotta move on I'm back up in my bedroom and trying to write a new song Got some people to prove wrong, and I know they can't ignore it But I do this shit for me, because I know that’s what's important I do this by myself. I’ve been working by myself I’ve been focused on my health. Yeah I’m working on myself I’m too honest in my music, lately I can feel the tension I’ve been cutting off these hoes, because I question their intentions Thinking about my homies, I wonder if they got me I'm feeling like they hate me sometimes because they’re not me I'm not trying to sound cocky, I promise I’m not arrogant And when I get this money, I promise that I'm sharing it And if you think I won't, well that's kinda fucked up If you thinking that I'm selfish, than you've got me fucked up I've been saving every dollar like my nana maybe worse Cause I wanna share my drink but I've gotta fill my cup up first Most my homies they don't even listen to my songs or music I'm not salty about the situation but that shit's confusing And amusing. Got me laughing as I write this page Cause of I know if this shit takes off they gonna wanna ride this wave I hope you bring your surfboard, I hope you avoid the rocks I hope you show me love, before I get to the top Cause homie I believe.. (hook)