i cannot be a dreamer here where i live and i tell you why

i am not a celebrity even though i aspire to be one, i am a littel famous but if i was a celebrity they would see me on big tv stations where i win a oscar ,grammy bill board charts , big movies and that has not happen yet. Idont think i can be a dreamer here and i am living in the city of los angeles ,near hollywood and these people acting like they are living in kansas and montana. Maybe they are not artists, and they dont have dreams? when i hear them say " i dont deserve fame" or say i didnt work enough- that is diabolically evil ,and out of touch- they are not artists. At the same time ,hearing them say they got 25,000 from a song i made is evil, ALL MY SONGS ARE PROTECTED - even trying to be a lawyer ,a doctor is foreign to these people ,may be its because they dont have dreams - even little ones ,