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EPISODE · May 8, 2026 · 6 MIN

I Didn’t Die… So Now What?

from Prayers and Cusswords · host Ashley Jaye

Content Note:We’re talking about mental health, including moments where life felt too heavy to carry.If that’s where you are right now—pause this, breathe, and reach out.You are not meant to survive this alone.📞 Call/text 988 (U.S.)🌍 findahelpline.comSoftness is still available to you—even here.It’s Mental Health Awareness Month… and Ashley Jaye is not okay.Not in a polished, inspirational, “I healed and came out stronger” type of way.In this episode, she tells the truth about unmasking as a neurodivergent Black woman while her life feels like it’s falling apart. From almost choosing not to be here in January… to creating Prayers & Cusswords instead… to navigating burnout, grief, time blindness, avoidance, and rebuilding in real time.This isn’t a success story.This is the in-between.The part nobody prepares you for:When you don’t want to die anymore…but you also don’t know how to live like this.

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