"I didn't want to podcast today and here's why" (Special appearance from my sweet pony Fay and what she teaches me)

- More frustrating health issues that are almost driving me crazy - It doesn't seem to matter how hard I try... - The messy middle and feelings of hopelessness - RaeAna attempts to dominate all the hay ;) - A special visit with my pony Fay and her backstory - Fay teaches me about why some people don't like people in their face and space - Learning to love others in a way that feels loving to them - Trying to not fuck it up with those I love