"i do everything i want"

strange title, i know. today i am breaking down a small realization i had recently which explains to how i use random hobbies, interests, sports, etc. to adapt to tough times and stay true to myself. i've always just assumed i was curious, but i've started to notice it's because i often make decisions in the moment with little regret and in ways that consider myself, rather than the eyes of others. this approach to life has helped me so much and i am just starting to put the pieces together but hopefully this can inspire others to act more for their soul instead of just worrying. however, i have also been dealing with some of that regret lately and because it is an inevitable feeling when you try new things, i am giving out some of the ways i help deal with it. this is a pretty short episode, hope you enjoy!