I Don’t Think I’ve Forgiven Myself

What if the hardest part isn’t getting sober?What if the hardest part is facing the reasons you needed to escape in the first place?In this deeply personal episode of Road to Victory, I reflect on forgiveness, sobriety, childhood memories, healing, shame, and the emotional work that begins after the distractions are gone.We talk about:• Why forgiveness is different from simply moving on• Lessons from Kenny Smith about turning weaknesses into strengths• Remembering the inspiration that shaped us as kids• Realizing sobriety isn’t the challenge anymore• Understanding why we use alcohol, drugs, or distractions to cope• Facing loneliness, rejection, and unresolved pain honestly• Learning to forgive yourself for past mistakes• Becoming whole instead of chasing perfectionThis episode is about healing.Because sometimes the biggest breakthrough isn’t quitting the habit…It’s finally understanding why you needed it in the first place.Welcome to the Road to Victory.