I Feel Hateful More Than Loving, These Days

I don’t like feeling the way I do lately. It fucking sucks.I’ve always been an easygoing person. Someone who gets along with damn near everybody. My default setting is that I like you when I meet you. Then it depends on you from that point forward. If you’re not a racist, bigoted, sexist asswipe, we’ll continue to get along famously.But for the past decade, I’ve felt like a more angry, sometimes hateful, human being. I know that I can be a moody prick at times. Especially since becoming a writer and podcaster who fixates on Donald Douchebag daily. At times, I feel like giving this all up and focusing on more positive, productive things.But I refuse to quit fighting fascism until he’s gone. Even if it affects my mental health poorly. I talk about this in today’s episode of our podcast.The struggle between love and hate isn’t easy to handle. I wish that I didn’t have to fight so hard against Pedolf Shitler’s evil, shitty, racist agenda. Perhaps one day, I’ll have more peace, once again.But today’s not that day. It will come to pass the day we learn of his death. I hope it’s soon. I’m struggling, Y’all.© 2026 The Mouthy Renegade Writer. All rights reserved.Mooch thinks that you all deserve 50% off our paid subscription rate. It’s just $2.49 monthly, or $24.99 a year to support our independent journalism. Here’s our half-off coupon, just for you!Join HERE for 50% off!If you enjoy my daily podcast episodes, I’d appreciate your support of my independent journalism. It’s less than $5 monthly, and I’d be honored to have you with us. Thank you!Click HERE to Contribute to our GoFundMe. And we hope to see you soon on the road!https://gofund.me/bfe9b9429 Get full access to You Have the Right to Remain Mouthy at themouthyrenegadewriter.substack.com/subscribe