I Followed the Impulse | Recording Before I Feel Ready | Episode 001

I woke up feeling inspired and decided to follow that impulse.this started as me putting more energy into my Substack… and turned into recording this.. unplanned, on my phone, just letting it move through me.the nervous energy you’ll hear at the beginning isn’t from the morning.. it’s from hitting record.—in this first recording, I move through:• deciding to start a podcast in real time• the astrology of the podcast’s inception chart• how I work with intuition, psychology, and pattern recognition together• my background navigating religion, trauma, and finding my own framework for meaning• why I’m choosing to share more openly nowthis is less of a polished episode and more of a threshold moment.—a few notes:this was recorded on my phone without realizing my headphones weren’t connected, so the audio shifts as I move around (pacing to move energy ahah).I also said venus is exalted in taurus.. she’s actually at home there.and the moon in capricorn is in detriment (not fall), which I caught mid-thought and left in.leaving all of it in intentionally.—if you’re into astrology:I’m including the natal chart of this podcast + its synastry with my chart in the accompanying post.the chart itself:Noetic Landscapes Podcast Inception Natal Chart• jupiter exactly conjunct the ascendant in cancer → growth through emotional resonance and presence• midheaven in pisces conjunct mercury → this is a voice, a transmission• north node in pisces in the 9th → sharing lived understanding, not fixed belief• a heavily activated 10th house → this wants to become something public over timeand the synastry is where it gets personal:Noetic Landscapes Podcast Inception Chart synastry with Hannah Waller (me), founder of Noetic Landscapes.• the ascendant falling into my 11th house → this grows through community, audience, and shared resonance• its midheaven, mercury, and mars activating my pisces sun in the 7th → my identity is expressed through this voice, especially in relational space• its north node aligning with my descendant → this is experienced through others, through mirroring, through connection• vertex activation in sagittarius aligning with my ic + pluto in the 4th → this reaches into something deeply rooted and transformationalthis doesn’t feel separate from me ~ it feels relational.—thank you to the teachers who have shaped how I think and feel into this work:Lacy Phillips | Founder of To Be Magnetic (first found in 2016)Desiree Pais | Founder of Benshen Co. (started her course in 2019)Joanna Poague | Brainspotting Therapist (started with in October 2024)—referenced writing:1. Listening Past the Resistance2. What does the hidden clutter in our homes correspond to within ourselves?—this is the beginning.not polishednot perfect just honest This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit noeticlandscapes.substack.com