I Hate You

Tonight I'm displeased My hurricane starts with a breeze now This life force beneath me Is nothing more than broken pieces I hold back, frustrated Try to reel in all that hatred Sick of all those smug faces Going to go where madness takes me Why I tried I'll never quite decide I hate you No knight in armour ever by my side I hate you This life disaster still torments my mind I hate you I'd like the rapture to commence tonight I hate you I'm sore and I'm livid I think of all that was but isn't Caught in a spring blizzard Wish I could pay one more visit My head's out the haze now I've been clean for 7 days now Now life has no pleasure Slit my wrists please, with a razor I'm freaking On the rooftops Shouting and screaming For the very last time That I'm leaving My knuckles white And I'm seething I am not fine Not really