I Have C-PTSD. Can MDMA Therapy Help Me? Part 1: "Good Old Revenge"

Adam returned from visiting his homeland a shell of himself. Once a confident & competent IT professional, he was now drowning in mysterious flashbacks & intense dissociation. It was so severe, he’d sit at home for hours staring at a dot on the wall — so persistent, years of therapy & over a dozen pharmaceuticals hardly made a dent. Out of pure desperation, Adam tried MDMA therapy. He believes it helped him break the spell of C-PTSD. & get payback on the people who hurt him. Chapters(00:00) Intro. (02:22) The nervous breakdown. (07:34) The flashbacks.(10:13) What Adam tried. (12:02) MDMA session 1.(13:46) “Good old revenge.” (17:00) The aftermath. (17:56) MDMA session 2.(23:39) Standing on his own. NotesDirect Adam quote about MDMA therapy: “In a way that talk therapy just… couldn't reach.” “Didn’t” was dropped before “couldn’t” as redundant.Theme song: Secret Wilderness’ theme song is “Winter Solstice” by Löwenzahnhonig. Released by Inselgruppe, published by A Tree in a Field.Other music: We used the tracks “Andromeda” & “Bar Performance 1: Solo Piano” by Sascha Ende. This music is free for commercial use under the CC BY 4.0 license.