I Need a Personal Advocate to Help Me Get Help

I need them assigned, delivered, and ready to actually help me appropriately.The person I ask for hugs from. I don’t want those hugs. I need them.I will have science prove heartful trauma projects into the psyche of schizophrenics if I need to. How dare I for believing in human decency, right?I don’t need any more messages like this, everI understand that you are ill but that does not justify your continued harassment and abuse of someone/their family who won't do what you want. No one in this world owes you anything and the sooner you realize that, the easier your life will become. No one is going to help you in the way that you want because it is not sustainable long term. I understand medications suck, but unfortunately at this time, they are one of your only options for stability and getting yourself back to the life you want.You scream that no one is helping you, but it sounds like people are helping you or offering suggestions (mental health, psychiatry), it's just not the help that you want (financial), so you refuse to accept that help. That is your choice to refuse the help that is offered. It is not anyone else's 'fault'. You need to go to the local community mental health center for therapy, psychiatric care and case management services. It's either that, or what you're doing now - and the decision is all on you.No one owes you a hug, no one owes you money, no one owes you friendship. Period. Being mentally ill does not justify the level of harassment/stalking that you are engaging in and it does not entitle you to any of the above. You need to stop.This is what my mom last said, after a million goes around, when I told her that I needed help getting help. Like, personal help. And that I didn’t need her suggestion of shock treatments. Explaining that she could not convince me she cared like she was pretending in such pathetically female see-through veneer. (see above)I do care. I am here if you are willing to try and get better. I will not help you continue on this path. Please see that you have a choice. It is in your hands.This is my final will and testament to my mother and the ‘see above’ bitch.Subject: Butthole freakMessage Content: 😈 This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com