I Took 5 Grams of Mushrooms to Heal My Relationship with Money | BHAS Ep. 5

I went into this mushroom ceremony with a clear intention: to heal my relationship with money. But the medicine had a completely different plan for how that healing would happen.After taking 5 grams, I expected insights or breakthroughs — instead, I was met with resistance, surrender, and silence. My body shut down. My plans fell apart. And somewhere in all that stillness, the real lesson started to reveal itself.This episode is about what happens when you ask the medicine to show you your blocks… and it does. It’s about control, trust, and learning that abundance doesn’t always come from doing more — sometimes it comes from letting go completely.If you’ve ever tried to force your own healing, this story will feel uncomfortably familiar.In this episode:- Healing your relationship with money through mushrooms- When the medicine says “no”- The illusion of control and the power of rest- Real integration after a 5 gram ceremony- Redefining abundance and self-worth