“I Was 9 Years Sober… Then I Lost Everything” | From Trap House to Recovery episode artwork

EPISODE · Apr 7, 2026 · 44 MIN

“I Was 9 Years Sober… Then I Lost Everything” | From Trap House to Recovery

from Nothing’s Off the Table with Louis Ruggiero · host Louis Ruggiero

Nikki Bell had 9 years of sobriety. She was a mother. A wife. A leader helping other women escape addiction and exploitation. Then… she relapsed. What followed was a rapid descent into homelessness, prostitution, and living in trap houses — surrounded by the same life she once helped others escape. In this raw, unfiltered conversation, Nikki shares: * The exact moment everything fell apart * What relapse REALLY looks like (that no one talks about) * Her experience with trafficking and exploitation * The truth about recovery, stigma, and second chances * How she rebuilt her life and now helps women escape the streets This is not just a story about addiction. It’s a story about losing everything… and still finding a way back. If you or someone you love is struggling — this episode could change everything. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) 🔗 Buy a Nothing's Off Hat: (https://nothings-off-the-table-with-louis-ruggiero.myshopify.com) 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/herwayhomeworcester) 👉Facebook: (https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61586873511964&rdid=ll9Q5bSinK26Hkv9&share_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fshare%2F18RYknJAtf%2F#) 👉 Website: (https://herwayhomeworcester.org) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Nikki Bell had 9 years of sobriety. She was a mother. A wife. A leader helping other women escape addiction and exploitation. Then… she relapsed. What followed was a rapid descent into homelessness, prostitution, and living in trap houses — surrounded by the same life she once helped others escape. In this raw, unfiltered conversation, Nikki shares: * The exact moment everything fell apart * What relapse REALLY looks like (that no one talks about) * Her experience with trafficking and exploitation * The truth about recovery, stigma, and second chances * How she rebuilt her life and now helps women escape the streets This is not just a story about addiction. It’s a story about losing everything… and still finding a way back. If you or someone you love is struggling — this episode could change everything. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) 🔗 Buy a Nothing's Off Hat: (https://nothings-off-the-table-with-louis-ruggiero.myshopify.com) 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/herwayhomeworcester) 👉Facebook: (https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61586873511964&rdid=ll9Q5bSinK26Hkv9&share_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fshare%2F18RYknJAtf%2F#) 👉 Website: (https://herwayhomeworcester.org) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Nikki Bell had 9 years of sobriety. She was a mother. A wife. A leader helping other women escape addiction and exploitation. Then… she relapsed. What followed was a rapid descent into homelessness, prostitution, and living in trap houses —...

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