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EPISODE · Oct 14, 2025 · 20 MIN

I Woke Up on an Old Wooden Floor—and Finally Faced My Addiction

from Recovery Matters! Podcast · host Matthew Check, Connecticut Community For Addiction Recovery (CCAR)

For years, musician Matthew Check drank to hide pain, pressure, and perfectionism—until one brutal morning on an old wooden floor made him face the truth. In this Recovery Matters episode, Matthew opens up about the spiral of blackout drinking, the shame that followed, and the quiet relief of his first AA meeting. He shares how he rebuilt his life through connection, spirituality, and creative expression—and why August 14, 2014 marks the day he truly began living in recovery. His story proves that recovery isn’t the end of fun—it’s the start of freedom.Purchase Matthew's new book here: https://a.co/d/ePFvVgD 00:00 Intro – Matthew Check’s Early Years  02:15 College Drinking & Blackouts  05:40 The Morning That Changed Everything  08:10 Finding Sobriety on August 14, 2014  11:05 Early AA Meetings & Emotional Healing  15:20 Music, Spirituality & Recovery  19:45 Final Reflections & Hope for Others ----Across the Web----🌎 CCAR Website https://www.ccar.us✉️ Donate: https://ccar.us/donate/🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...🎙Recovery Matters Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/1wGUMMO...🗣Recovery Matters Podcast TikTokhttps://www.tiktok.com/@recoverymatterspodcast?🗣Recovery Matters Podcast Instagram https://www.instagram.com/recoverymatterspodcast/🗣CCAR Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CCAR4Recovery📸CCAR Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ccar4recovery🐦CCAR Twitter: https://twitter.com/ccar4recovery

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