illuminati

konbawa~ ^__^!! i was listening to beyond the gate just now, and suddenly got the idea of uploading some malice mizer~ and that was the story of why i uploaded malice mizer's illuminati type-p today =D to be honest, i still like mm better than mdm. but. ahs. whatever makes mana happy. mana is probably the only "god" left for me to believe in now. i mean, who can believe in gackt when hes so exposed yet so secrectful? anyways. illuminati is one of my fav mm songs. i especially liked the pv. i always wondered what was going thru the guy's mind when he was "raping" mana? and i cannot imagine mana's sex life. what does his partner think? what goes thru her mind? if i were her, i would probably be thinking "omg, hes skinner than me, hes prettier than me, he puts on make up better than me..." the entire time. i wont be able to concentrate at all!! well. that is assuming mana's partners are female... but i never liked the idea of mana being homosexual or have any relationships with gackt. i can deal with it on stage. in fact the yao acts and stuffs makes me happy. but if people tell me they're more than friends off stage and at home, i go nuts. literally nuts. um. opps. i have made today's episode PG14... *blush*