illusory

all I wanted to see was your regrets all you wanted was to see my success... & I'm sorry it had to come to this but I didn't make the rules you did... & I don't know what to tell you I don't know what to tell you I don't know what to tell you when you architect 1 system that results in this... I guess you're good at what you say you do What do you do again What do you say you do again (What is it you say you do again?) Bc I see your forest now & it's just a couple of trees... How long did you think this would be something illusory It's just something a loser would do illusory I could have stuck around I could have broken ground I could have dug that lake & automated everything. What am I supposed to do when you said goodbye and I'm struggling... on the outside. & I know you just would like to see me succeed & I just want to see the opposite (2020)