I'm Back At It With The Madness with Myself

Yes, that's a Fall Out Boy reference. Yes, from one of their lesser works. Yes, I don't care: this is how I show humility.  Last week got a great response and I was barely capable of finishing a thought. This time I'm a bit more on point and able to keep myself on top of what I'm trying to do even if the whole day went completely topside from morning to end and I didn't even realize I needed to record this till the last minute.  In this ramble I speak a little more on my reasons for wanting to be an actor, my fears of becoming a growth and development coach, and end up about exactly where I was last week.