Inside I (sometimesnotalways)

so this is everything I had in my notepad.. didn't feel like this song and/or beat would be a banger but more a release/experiment, whatever.. if you like it and you can relate thats whats up and all I did it for. wake up to empty decisions should we love or we make up an issue fucking or we grabbing the tissue love you or just start to diss you sometimes you know that I wish you could vr and see it through my view 64 ipd 100 fov until the future that is our reality. waking up in side I need to tell you why, The things I can think of deep inside my mind I feel a release is important to try emotions get pushed down then they amplify be real and start purging unless you will die from self own frustrations which why I keep blazing, the release is quick and its fast n amazing I want you to trust me, to feel in my choices so its not just me, search wherein my voice is removing the noises thing is I really don't hate you some times I believe that you hate me that's why inside i get crazy kinda feels like you betrayed me and as often its happening lately honestly is thing that has made me really into this music greatly like could you really blame me? but since its not happening when you feeling life is un-ravishing cant find the light, go check again when the dark is darker, u find a friend your senses going off, peter parker man like you peter parker no suit, no mask no spandex no time, no life no planet dont give a fuck now and you don't care? now we all sad we all despair misery loves company we've all been there. haters hate luckily my type is so rare see the way