Interlude (Prod. by nk music)

Lyrics: I drift away as I'm playing my muses the music like a play to the masses sway the theatrics layin on my mattress phasing thru my past tryna brace through the madness erasin my canvas didn't realize I was steady moving backward the only focus was the backwoods and chilling with the bad kids that ripped my passion in half cause I had drugs cold water in my bathtub demons in my dreams give me mad love said shouldn't hope to ever go above cold water in my bathtub fire from the matches kept my wax alit same time dismantled it so much negative shit I channeled in friend after friend steady canceled them didn't have a plan so I stand with an anvil on my back sorry that this track is kinda sad I'm just feeling down and out mix the vodka with the black and the rollie with the sack in the motions on a coaster with the ocean on my back had my focus on your notions now my focus on this pack interloping with this shortie who was coasting in the back and this forty got me nautious, think i really need a slap crystals on my face all this pain embraced whered i find myself hard to win this race ill just fad away where I can't find myself drugs help me innovate but rip away my veins I think I need some help I remember chilling with my niggas smokin backwoods Now I sit up reminiscing over all the shit that had happened A manic adolescent depressed and often upset Constant premonitions of death like Id kill myself So I sealed myself Away and let my heart float astray I went back to the days when happiness was the wave When a nigga was chilling wasn't fucked up bout a thang When my head was in the clouds with narcotics up in my veins I didn't have a care or insecurities Prolly cause the cycle of drugs man they was curing me How I'm still here and aware Is like a mystery Though I sometimes have a feeling like the drugs are still kicking me Addiction is a hell of a trip Desire to touch the fire but don't feel shit when you get burned I loved the feeling when I'd suck on a spliff That shit gave me a lift and it expanded my gift But that shit didn't last eventually I would crash And end up even more sad I guess you can say I didn't learn So here's the lesson Don't use any drugs to fix your depression cause it only leads to sadness, addiction, over obsession And hurting those you love around you To end the cycle you should look at who you got around you Ask a question and if nobody can Answer cause they on another planet Then you should plan to guide your rocketship to find a safer landing And if you at the end of this rambling And we ain't at an understanding then I'm sorry for you dawg imma pray for you and your family