'Is this exploration OK for someone who has experienced trauma?' Listener question

I love participating in your courses but have come to realise I am doing them in an attempt to feel better.  I experienced early trauma (I’ve never felt safe) which on reflection seems to have underpinned most of my life.  Interestingly, the ‘symptoms’ (freeze etc) of the trauma are becoming almost unbearable, whilst at the same time my conscious mind ‘piles’ on the pressure to move forward and achieve.  It simply feels impossible to achieve anything given the opposing ‘forces’ and this is becoming intolerable.I am curious, because during my exposure the 3p and ND (8years) I have definitely witnessed others who simply cannot move forward.  Regardless of their desire to and consequently suffer the backlash of ego and remain on this relentless hamster wheel.Could you shed any light on this? Can ND support those with early trauma?  In view of this, is Home a good fit in these circumstances.