It Has Left

Someone here shut those questions, please! They don’t let me sleep while I’m here, lying on my bed I can’t really understand if the words I’ m hearing are something I’ve already read. Do I live in a book I already read? My life, my conscience, my mind : it has left It has left, it was like a nymph guiding me through the storm of my questions. It has left, it was like a nymph guiding me through the storm of my questions And I wish I had I wish I knew And I wish I had I wish I knew And I wish I had I wish …I wish… I wish! One more year is ending : the first one I really lived at all and I feel my hardest bane. Ain’t got no scary dreams to keep me awake, but my life that seems nothing but a big mistake Hey, I hope it’s only a big mistake! My life, my conscience, my mind, my ego, my balance… It has left. It has left… It has left… I don’t even know if I’m dividing me between two realities or If I live in a big farce, but my only certainty is the love I receive and the one I give but only for today. …but only for today… So guide me through the storm of my questions! It has left, it was like a nymph guiding me through the storm of my questions And I wish I had I wish I knew And I wish I had I wish I knew And I wish I had I wish …I wish… I wish!