it is urgent that i succeed- i had a tragic life ,lived in poverty ,unfair= with the odds against me ,

talk about the struggles of surviving and going for dreams - i lived in poverty all my life, i had dealt with mentally ill insane criminals who targeted me for over 20 years,with delusions of blame against me. I had been a victim of crime,jealousy, my music - i suffered rejections and troubles ,-the odds are against me but i continue to believe in my Hollywood dreams,