It's a miracle we're even alive

Living in this country means living in hyper vigilance, hypertension and agitation. Constant stress with no respite to the point of no longer maintaining an ideally stable mind or heart. Can you expect a future in such a place where there is no space to breathe? No break from the ongoing hyper vigilance? Is there a reward for enduring this? Is it even worth it? We're trapped and crippled with all the doors and windows sealed shut and no ammo to blow it open. This is not good for the brain or the heart. The deaths of youth isn't surprising in our country. What's surprising is how many of us are still alive.