I'm not even spotted by them. I just got some from being on somebody else's podcast drinking bros You know a little bit of nicotine in a toothpick. No, no if you're a smoker or vapor Oh, man. Do you know what vaping is bad?
You know that it's like I don't want to burst your bubble or anything have fun You know drinking's probably bad Everything's probably bad You know you got your coca-cola products and they kind of own everything and once they own everything and they make a little cheaper And they put a little thing in there. There's maybe another good I just find that when you only consume products from these mainstream people that you are fat and tired and when you're fat and tired You're beatable and when you're beatable you lose and when you lose you got nothing and then you get better and you start attacking people on Instagram Because you know they're doing better than you because everybody's doing better than you It's not even according to me. It's according to you. You hate yourself.
That's why you spin on there Rumble Bean are you gonna be a part of the show or you gonna be ejected? Come up here and take a large a large glass of shut the hell up. Okay, so Last week I talked about a hip injury that was attached to my buttocks area that was I was feeling a bit stupid, you know, I was like you've gone a little too far You could have you could have gone home, but instead you kept going and now you are All about rebel bean. Excuse me everybody.
You need to go rebel bean. I can't work under these conditions Yes, it is entirely your fault And I got a focus and it's like it is kind of cute and you're weird looking and stuff and it's like well I gotta have like a hairless bitch. Yeah She's calling you go to mama Thanks, Jules Oh, I can't focus with that dickhead. I feel his anxiety.
I gotta go. I gotta go. I'm like you really don't have to but okay Anyway, what's a thanks? I'm about hurts, right?
And I was you know talking about that guy that runs a lot I don't want to say his name is going crazy You can go so crazy It's kind of like you haven't made a guy that's really jacked You know they talk about being jacked. They can't not talk about it And if you're not really into talking about being jacked, it's boring same as skateboarders They only talk about skateboarding which is cool if you just want to talk about skateboarding But sometimes it'd be too much and I think sometimes you can be so healthy that you're unhealthy Sometimes you can be such an athlete. You can be such a push-to-limit guy that now you're a dumbass because you push the limit to the point where you're not you're detrimental to yourself and I thought about that last week because I was like I'm really hurt And the thing that was annoying me the most about that was when I would look at my hip and my buttocks My hip was bruised but my buttocks was not and my buttocks was really sore It's still really sore right now, but for the last week. It's been you know I don't take anything.
I don't take anything to run from the pain You know I don't want to I see the thing and I don't know this factually But you know the the ibuprofen and all the things that they're like bad for your stomach or they do things where I'm like You know what it how much of an edge does it take off not enough for me to risk being unhealthy because I'm always trying to be healthy because you know I'm almost 54 and I don't want to die yet because I'm like you know I got a lot longer to go in the comedy and being like in love and being a parent and and you know I'm like I'm gonna conch this I'm gonna jump out of hell cut this in in the honestly skateboard that's cool I'm doing stuff. I'm doing stuff But yeah, I was like you know maybe take it eat me pace yourself You know sometimes like right that really hurts maybe go home and I'm like go home You're a pussy and I'm like that's not exactly true. You know I'm not I don't believe that like in the dictionary if you type in post that the big daddy J's cake shows up I believe that I'm on a very no I believe that's true So maybe don't talk so meanly about that about yourself like that. It's not true, but also Every now and then you gotta learn like come go home and Get some sleep and come back and do it again.
Don't kill yourself for it So that is a lesson that I have learned from last week and because of my sobriety that lesson that I have learned will remain in my mind for the rest of my days because I No longer run from anything and when I remember something that is like a lesson to be learned it stays in my brain Because I sat with it. I tried to set sit with it, but it hurts too much But anyway great news this morning because I'm working out. Oh, here's another one real quick This is between us. Let's face it.
Nobody's listening. I'm in love I'm gonna be love this is the thing that people can relate to when you're depressed you can lose weight, right? Like the depressed diet I should I can no longer do it, but I could it works when you're happy you're like What's a donut you know and as you guys know I love a donut I love a cake I love a pastry I love some fun and I've dropped off a little bit on the you know I lift weights I get up in the morning and I look in the mirror and I'm like yeah, man Like you don't have like a six pack, but like you're jagged good, you know good No, no nothing to be ashamed of here for your age. You look great I'm cleaning the cats bathroom and vacuuming and I hit something underneath the dresser and I'm like what is that?
And it's a scale and I'm like oh I didn't even know I had that one and I pull it out as a kitty little all over and I clean it off And I'm like I wonder if it still works and I stood on it and I was a hundred and thirty two hundred two hundred and thirty six pounds dude Two hundred and thirty six pounds like that is crazy, you know like I know I've been lift weights and I probably put on You know like I know the catherwood's like this water weight or whatever, but you know I used to walk around like 205 That was me in shape, you know, I've been I've been 220 before but that was fat baby shoulders, but now my shoulders are bigger And my muscles are definitely bigger. I've definitely put on muscle so 220 225 is like I'm still pretty Good I'm still pretty athletic to 36 is a giant fat person according to me and I was like oh hell no that ain't gonna happen So I immediately started working out and sweating and lifting and most importantly Went back to my animal based diet Don't DM me about it googol it. You know, I'm not your fucking encyclopedia. I'm so sick of that How do you do go go go go go it if you really wanted it you would google it if you're asking me is because you just want to chitchat I ain't your mama get your shit together if I was your mama.
I'd say get your shit together You google it stop asking me for shit make it your own way Get off your own ass and make it happen. That's how everybody that gets things done gets things done They get off their own ass. Let me get someone else Is it on vibrate? Or do you know that?
Did someone just text me oink I swear to god Someone just takes me oink and then another retard just takes me where's telly Okay, this is the podcast. It's called Jason Ellis 2.0 I do this podcast by myself the Jason Ellis show as a podcast failed. It's over. I Now do this by myself for zero money, but it does help the occasional human being so it is completely good with me I'm not gonna bring telly in here to waste this time for zero money.
He has kids. He has a life There's no point in it anymore the patreon patreon.com Where you can watch this recording live every week But it then it disappears and it only codes out as a free podcast that you can get on Spotify YouTube iTunes Because it's a podcast But the patreon is where telly is two days a week Jason Ellis Zack and telly do a show on patreon two days a week Then I do another show by myself only on patreon called awesome world where I do another show by myself This is a podcast called Jason Ellis 2.0 where it's just me. There's no telly on the fucking podcast anymore The podcast makes no money. This is for the life for the love of the game If you don't like it Fuck off.
I'm not gonna sugarcoat it telly as his own patreon you can listen in by himself Do you ever go on there and ask him where's Jason fuck off? Sorry, I'm just energetic inspired. I gotta learn how to make this thing turn Sorry, I know I don't look at me aggressive, but I'm not aggressive. I'm not I cuss because I'm from Australia I'm sorry.
It's not it's not that it's look you gotta be passionate about stuff You know, I'm just being passionate. I got no beef I get it everybody like I love telly's great I just I did this podcast. I do this by myself. I got to the point where I was like the Jason I'll show nobody if Joe Rogan was on the Jason house podcast it would do no numbers.
This is Nobody likes us on podcasting you like the oven and the Joe Rogan experience in your mom's house and that's awesome Hell yeah, I'm fighting a kid everybody whoo. They don't like this. Oh my god. I know how to make it stop But do you press I think I do it?
Yes, I'm not mad sorry. I'm just passionate. It's like what I was trying to get to but first I gotta get back to my butt My butt is now completely purple Which is so good because for a minute there my butt is a little bit swollen I can tell my pants are tighter, but there's no real bruising and I'm like dude I can barely sit down It doesn't seem that hurt, but now it looks really hurt It's starting to feel better weird how the bruising comes out and then the pain goes away a bit more But I'm on the other side, but my butt is completely purple and I'm like hell yeah because it look for the last week I've been like oh like oh my god that really hurts and now it looks like it really hurts and I'm like alright whoo Thought I was a bit of a bit of a push turns out not my heart's fuck Anyway getting back to the patch also the Jason house.com if you want to get tickets to my show I'm gonna be the east coast in a couple weeks New York and in Atlantic City and I didn't get it. Yeah.
Yeah, all right. Yeah, and then merge man new merge new wolf knife merge sick wolf knife urge What merge skateboard DJ's and LS calm skateboards hoodies and t-shirts. Hell yeah, all right. There's some plugs But yeah getting back to being passionate I know it sounds aggressive and I apologize But also I don't apologize because sometimes you just need to harden the fuck up and take it like a fucking man, you know Do you guys know who Michael Schumacher is?
Pretty good race car driver. Do you know who Nicki Lauder is? So there's a movie called rush right? Most of you have seen it because it's got that really good looking Australian guy in it and we're all dickheads What's his name?
I don't know Somebody in the chat yeah typing rush Hensworth Christian's worth. I got it. All right. We'll get so Chris Hens was very good looking guy And he plays this guy look at rush because I need to know the guys that the guy's name something hunt I keep forgetting the guys name that is the movie that's based on there's a great hunt James hunt So James hunt right race against Nicki louder They race their whole careers and their amateurs together They were very aware of each other but Nicki louder had the brain to understand how to design a car that would handle better And he would do better in racing arguably James hunt was a better driver Arguably, but if you know how to make a car sit better and Nicki had Ferrari So he had better sponsors and James was always trying to hunt him down and you know They both won and lost to each other a bunch of times in their career But it came to a point and this is a true story you can google it again.
You could google it Nicki louder crashed and was burnt alive in a Really like you get this video. He crashes his cars on fire another car hits him while he's on the track burning And they couldn't get him out for a considerable amount of time If you google it you will see there is photos of his helmet and the shield on his helmet is melted That's how hot his head was and if you look at his face After it's a good thing about being ugly When you're ugly and you catch on fire It's not as bad as being incredibly handsome and then being on fire like Chris Hens worth is in a car crash And his face gets melted that's bad, but if like Joe Biden is in a car crash and he's face melts Okay, you know you idiot anyway, but anyway Nicki louder caught up for these guys race right and they race in a race is before the now It's a lot safer, but I believe in the 80s people died not every race But several people died every year in Formula 1 So you're doing a sport where this is every race could be your last day on planet earth You got to respect that you got to respect being you know like we work We do things people are out there. We had a fight last weekend canola. He didn't even get knocked down He lost me didn't even get knocked down like let it don't die.
He didn't die. No, no one died coffee congratulations but This guy Nicki louder caught on fire. He's head melted whole tough. He's head melted.
He's got look a photo of him He's got half an ear He's like the chopper read of Motorsports where a guy didn't chop his ear off to get out of like being killed by a gang But fire melted his ear off and then coming back that one's a gunner. Yeah, dude, bra Look at that. Think about the pain of your face being on fire so much that your ear is gone Like he has Freddy Krueger face. He is Freddy Krueger So that dude's head melts off right and he's ahead in the points and he's head melts off and he's in hospital Watching James Hunt slowly get more points to surpass Nikki Ladda to win the championship of that particular year I can't remember the year doesn't matter Nikki Ladda one of the greatest human beings that has ever lived and that's why if you want to learn how to get fit if you want to learn How to be good it stuff Shut up and get to it and if it hurts again, sorry excuse my French shut the fuck up But get up and go get it done.
Don't be a bitch You know sometimes it's okay to be a bitch, but every now and then if you want to be if you want the glory You got to hit the hard in the fuck up button. I'm casting a little bit cuz I'm trying to be motivated I'm a little bit I'm trying to be inspirational I'm trying to motivate myself and other people because sometimes you look dude there was a fight this weekend You have seen fly the guy almost cried before he fought and then after he lost and he cried because it was everything to him You know we're just fighting around looking at fucking tick-tock doing nothing eating Cheetos You ain't crying when you lose your job, you know, you gotta it's gotta be everything everything you ever wanted in your life They've all died This is your life. You are gonna die that no one's gonna argue about that You are gonna die one day why not put it all in the line everything risk it all Lose and cry be emotional and then get the fuck up in the morning go again reach Into the light Nikki Ladda's head burnt off and before the season was over He was back in the car. He could have put the helmet on because his head was melted You still have bandages on his head and he raced and he got points back to the point where he was ahead again I'm melted head, but ahead it's still the same and then James Hunt in a rainy race Went ballistic Went out and did the hottest laps in the rain again Google there's video It's a bit grainy because it's the 80s, but homey is doing 160 in the rain around turns where the car is letting go and he's fighting it and he's passing other people that are like the greatest race Cow drivers in the world and they're like well Jesus Christ you're fucking crazy dude crazy life.
Let let it go This could be it. I'm gonna die, but not I want to win and if I have to lose an old win so be it The passion the drive that it takes to want to be this person It's on video So you know, it's true and this before CGI he really did it He really did that race and then he won and he won the championship and because he won the championship He did coop his amounts of cocaine and body and then he died Like a man Like a real idiot, but it's his choice. That's the that's the thing. That's the thing you can't turn it off That's the thing you get in and you're like I will I will die before I lose this and when you have this commitment where you say I will die before I lose this when you win or you lose you can't turn it off because it's such a glorious feeling To be to know that this is it I am riddled with fear and I will fucking face you in the middle and we will go all my fears right head on Go what you got take your best shot.
I will fucking fight you when you win It's pretty hard not to be like man. We gotta get some champagne and some hose, you know Suggale The 80s, you know, they really is that's the other thing They want to give millions of dollars they had private jets He private jetted to other countries with like a lot of women in his private jet and went to parties and had like cigarette Sponsors bra Mo Bro probably paid that dude a million bucks. I would smoke But yeah, you don't but Nicki Lauda. That's what I'm saying is levels, you know James Hunt one and was like that's it Nicki Laudo Melted face and all race for like another decade One multiple races Ended up being the team manager for Ferrari then I think he ended up being the team manager for Mercedes if I'm not mistaken but like Motorsport's man.
He furthered the motorsport. He may you know, and it's like It's a great human being. It's like how to Jaguar racing team. Yeah, but look for Mercedes Yeah, Lewis Hamilton signature like the guy was in motorsports.
It's he died. I died right like the other day It's a fair question. Is he alive? Oh, you died.
He died, right? Yeah, six years ago, six years, right? But he did he lived such a glorious life such a glorious guy He oversaw the movie rush and made the movie about James Hunt more than him because he's that much of a Of a legend, you know, like he won numerous championships But the movies more about James Hunt and and you know how he says like if it wasn't for James I wouldn't have pushed myself to to this level Which is it's just inspirational stuff man And that's like the thing where Maybe people talk about other other other areas. Yeah, look at and said apparently it's the best driver that ever lived You know, and honestly, I feel like when it comes to the cars and the setups and you know more about that So your car handles better and then you win hats off to you But like driving driving like you got your skills.
That's that's what I care about And I think James Hunt was the better driver and that particular driver he did in the rain was like one of the greatest drives Anyone's ever done in motorsports as far as I'm but then again my uneducated opinion means nothing But I think what I'm trying to say is You know, we're caught up in this I actually stopped watching social media in the morning I have made it a new thing to me because it was like a thing I wake up I look at my my little prayer thing and then I start scrolling and you know You know, I'm in the middle of trying to be a successful comedian You know if there was a Instagram that just showed comedy then okay, I would scroll but to know about anything else is It means nothing to me. John Snow. I just need to watch comedy every day all day I need to write at least seven jokes every morning with a good or bad and I'm finding some places to go up around here and my car share my car back this week So crazy somebody I block somebody today. It said something about not being a cowboy, which is all there.
It's such an insane world that we live in Like it's a person that has taught me about skateboarding where I'm assuming they skated, you know, and it's like you're not a cowboy You know pans are skinny. I'm like they're not skinny. I just got big legs like they're not they're not whatever those skinny jeans They're not skinny jeans like I've got them not stop. It's not true stuff doing that fake news You can't say I have a moment I don't when I look at my legs I'm like no, they're not and it's so yeah, you are not remember they're not they're not so you can't say that and it's like you live In the city or not a cowboy.
I don't feel like you can be a skateboarder And I could be like you're not a real skateboarder what because you're not top 10 in the world if you skate and you love skating You're a skateboarder, you know No, you know that you ruin the show so talking about cat Yeah, I think I'm pretty nice about stuff and pretty level-headed about things these days And it worries me, you know, it's like something bad happens like yeah, we'll figure it out and then something good happens I'll buy that's cool, but it's not it's not that important, you know And I think that's a that's a part of my sobriety and making adjustments mentally to stay composed and you know It's like environments, you know, you want to be around the right environment You want to be around the right people, you know, if everyone's negative you want to get out of that environment if everybody is a drug addict You want to get out of that environment if everybody's into crazy amounts of sex I don't want to be in that environment. That's like something that's not good for me and And you know, you're in your own head more than you're around other people and if your head is spinning with a bunch of other stuff That's an environment that I don't want to be around and I think I've had like the the safety on so to speak where Don't get too excited about anything because you don't want to feel like you're gonna use celebrate You know, that's the thing, you know, my my upbringing you win and then you celebrate So I don't want to celebrate too hard because then I'll feel an emptiness from not celebrating in a way that I would Would call celebrating, you know, which would involve This extra unbroken role, you know, but there's there's this feeling that you You can cut off, you know, so I think the work that I've put in I'm getting to a point now Where I've been thinking about a lady where it's like it's a very exciting time to be alive And I think if you look at social media, you could disagree with that, you know, and I think Fighting back Mentally is key right now because there's a lot of darkness in the world. There's always been darkness in the world, you know People used to throw babies into fires, bro, you know, a hundred years ago I don't know a long time ago, but still, you know, there's people that get stolen off the street and put into Adult work or whatever you want to call it. There's bad stuff always happening But you got today, you know, and if you can't do anything about it yourself right now Then you need to love your brother and sister and make the most of your day and be passionate about what it is that you're doing You know, and I think a lot of people these days I'm starting to gather that the negativity that I see on social media a lot of these people that is what is happening where they're caught up in it And they don't like their job.
They don't like their wife. They don't like their friends They don't like their life So the highlight is to get on social media and attack somebody that is doing better than them And if you're in that kind of a darkness everybody's doing better than you you're in hell and as somebody that's been in the dark You know, I think there was a time there where if I was before social media at my darkest I would have been one of those people. I just didn't have Twitter or Instagram, but I think falling in love with your life, you know Creating stuff in your mind and then and then putting it out there making it an actual thing where you can see it touch it smell it You know making something from scratch and being proud of it Whether it's the best of the you know what rank it is or how many people care about it. That means nothing to me John Snow You know, I love this podcast.
I love doing it. I love what I've said today You know, I love the struggles You know the contemplation last week of like hey man How much longer are you gonna keep doing the skateboard thing where you're in that much agony and you drive like six I drove six hours, bro, and I also know there's people who try six hours a day to go to work. It's not a big deal Yeah, but that doesn't it doesn't like snuff my my work at my work ethic out. I'm still glorious Be pumped on yourself.
I have a purple ass right now From smacking the crap out of it 54 a month from now in my my buddy's pulsating son and it's pulsating with glory Well, that's how this is gay as I've been in a minute. You know what I mean, maybe you don't but I'm just I'm happy to be alive I happen to have another chance of the day You know sometimes I get caught up in stuff in the next thing you know I'm like twil my thumbs looking at tiktok where I could be creating and getting pumped, you know get get into it teach I'm gonna do I'm gonna do training and exercise videos I'm gonna start a new patreon with my girlfriend on how to get fit and take care of yourself and and it's gonna be a little tough You know, how do I do I can't what about this fuck off? If you don't want it I already know you know if you're but the thing is that those are the people I can't stand I'm telling you yeah But the thing is not there is no yeah, but the thing is you fucking do it Five minutes a day Then there's no yet, but the thing is Everybody can do it excuses Excuses are a waste of time You've only got today. There is no yeah, but the thing is there's only yeah, I'm doing it That's it You know if you burnt out have a nap naps are actually a fuck off If you're tired have a nap if you can't have a nap because you got to go to work go to fucking work You know if you're fat stop eating I'm really hungry at night shut the fuck up This hand does not go here.
It doesn't go there go to bed Do some squats read a book harden the fuck up Week and everybody's born weak with a weakest species on the planet where the only people that fly out of a giant is in a completely useless See deers they fly out of the puss and then they run off We can't run we suck But in here the intelligence to drive the brain into the body that does the impossible You know the Nicki ladders of the Nicki ladder We fought when he flew out of a giant he didn't land in an f1 and do like to a mile now It took time took work That's a problem with everybody these days you want it for free you want it on your lap bitch ass earn it If you don't know that you don't appreciate it anyway Did you know that there's a certain amount of blowjobs where you don't want a blowjob anymore? You want a sandwich? Do you know why I know that? I've got a lot of blowjobs sorry Smother alert I know the answer that Get out there and do it, you know get out there and do it If you're the guy or the girl that is going on social media today to tell somebody that they suck The person you're telling they suck they're not the one that sucks You are if you want to get fit.
It's not one day. It's every day. It's all the time I'm gonna do a thing. I'll show you photos of my shoulders and then what they are now I've always had baby shoulders.
That was my name of the gym You know why I had baby shoulders because the thing is is going to the gym I broke my collarbones a lot. That's but the thing is Bitch ass Then I just started going then I got sober and then I started going I would go back the next day because I was never in a mood swinging Mood anymore. It was always pretty level So are you gonna go tomorrow? Well the same guy as yesterday woke up as the same guy from yesterday So that guy is still here and that guy doesn't want baby shoulders anymore So he just keeps going that guy is trying to get good at comedy sometimes some a little moody I'm a little tired so I don't go to comedy no no I'll go I'll go tired.
I'll go sore You know I'm not gonna burn myself out because now you just showing up pretending you're like what you're trying to show everybody You just show up no matter what you can get a pat on the back for being there I ain't there to fucking make friends dude. I'm there to master master the craft master the craft Someone said first ten minutes of the show. I'm to 60 last minute. I'm a fitness guru But michael you're fat and you're weak and I can smash you easily and you know that and that's why you're saying it And in say was 26.
I said I was 235. Oh, also I forgot to mention the next day. I was 226 I lost nine pounds in one day. Can you do that?
Actually, probably because you're probably a big fat person and you could be probably can't because you can't stop yourself from doing it I look I told you I was in love. I was having fun. I'm not actually that unfit. I skate great I still box I move swiftly but I was like ah 236 that one got me.
I didn't see it coming But now you've been in the bud no big deal, you know, it's a big deal. I can admit it people make mistakes I make mistakes all the time. I will make several probably today But the difference is and this is the thing I've always sort of done I'll get I'll get hurt and be like there you hurt and then I'll get fat and go absolutely not you know That's the difference when you get real fat. It's like you see yourself as fat your pants don't fit And then you get a pizza, you know, like when I see myself as fat or I'm getting out of shape I get back in shape.
Everybody gets a little out of shape, you know I know there's UFC fighters out there to get a little fat and then they get back in shape time for the fight Unlike Calvin Gasolam who miss wait for like the seventh time in a row that guy that's insane dude. That's your job That's crazy, but what do I know? Maybe he's gone through some stuff But yeah, nice try Yeah, my girlfriend was like you did not lose nine pounds in one day. I was like look at me on the scale It's that easy, you know when you're having fun and you're like crispy creams, you know, it's like well I'm fit.
What's the big deal? Then and then I don't know how long it was since I said I'm scared But I was like okay that you have whoops You gotta get you gotta get you gotta get back on track. So now I'm back on my animal based diet and I've been boxing in the backyard with uh with clothes on This wedding in And I've been trying I've been getting more excited about my day. I feel Safer about saying that Because like I said before it was like I don't want to get too excited about anything because I'm worried about the environment If I get too excited then I'll feel like I'm missing out by not partying and I don't want to party deep down I don't want to I don't miss it, but I do miss being excited and now I do trust myself to be excited and not do something That can jeopardize what I have right now and I think I really had to worry about that And now I feel great about it.
Oh my gosh. That's my attention poor horse My husband I'm 12 and a pound and you're too worried about writing me also. We jumped hurdles yesterday, which was pretty cool Need another connection with him yesterday. Stay there a bit longer Yeah, completely forgot about that.
I was a dude. Yeah, I was a man. It was a long day yesterday I had my girlfriend's parents were at the house last night cooked dinner So her dad's birthday You know again, I enjoyed their company. I enjoyed talking to them.
You know all Jason be like all people Yeah, get out of here What I'm gonna smoke weed, you know And now it's like this is the parents of the person that I love and I'm enjoying their company And I'm like asking them questions about their life and about what Julia was like when she was a little kid And it was like interesting to me and all those things would never have meant anything to me back when I was high Because I just all I'm thinking about is like how to get high again because it's just a thing that I'm stuck in I just have to keep getting high and I don't even know why I'm getting high anymore I'm just running I've run for so long. I don't know what I'm running from and we're all guilty of it, you know People talking smack on social media you're guilty You should go out and do something with your life And then you'll find that people that are talking about positive things or how they're changing their lives Won't be irritating to you anymore because you'll be part of the club. You'll be doing stuff too I'm happy for people when they do well, you know like sincerely and it feels great You know my coaches in France right now with his girlfriend I've been on a couple vacations recently I can't afford to go on a vacation, but I'm very happy that he can Sincerely, no no rebel bean you can come in for awesome world, but you shut off for the podcast you blew it So yeah, be passionate about something, you know, I guess that's what I'm taking from today being in love with something Start from scratch, you know, it's a thing you're out of shape and you want to get in shape and it's hard You know, I've always had this analogy It's like I want to get fit but the first couple of days trying to get fit It's like you know like fat people don't even public because they don't want people to go well that makes sense, you know Because you're worried about what you look like, you know, fuck some people, you know, somebody that doesn't like what I do I don't know who they are, man. You really let me down.
I don't know who the fuck you are. Why do I care? How did social media do that? How did comments on the comment page do that?
I don't know who you are I'm not commenting on you. I don't know what your page is I'm doing shit It's like going on you know the biggest one is going to a boxing gym when you go to a boxing gym Everybody in the gym knows how to box except you and there's for sure somebody that's in the corner watching you going man That guy doesn't even know what he's doing. You don't even know how to rap and you know it and you're probably right It's probably happening who cares what's some guy in the corner that knows how to box thinks about you not knowing how to box You just started get in there go, you know because in ten years from now You could be the dickhead in the corner that's judging that other asshole because he doesn't know what he's doing or you could get back to boxing Get back to life get back to writing your memoir. I don't give a shit write a movie make a comedy sketch make a cake Learn how to do something, you know figure out a craft a craft craft I don't know where I'm from anymore Do something with your life stop trying to tear down other people's lives Because you know people that are actually good at things and putting the work when you tear down It's a it's a classic sign that you feel insignificant And I don't I'm not mad I feel sorry for you.
That's what I'm doing this show get up and go go do stuff love things Stop listening to this podcast don't die