Keep An Open Mind

Let me start off by saying I'm sorry that this is a few hours later than my usual upload time. I don't have a valid reason if I'm being honest. The only thing I can say is that I've been feeling a bit sorry for myself and a little uninspired in general. I don't know what it is, I'm just feeling a bit off at the moment and everything's just felt a little foggy. This tends to come in waves every now and again, so I know everything's okay, I just need to get my ass up and start being productive again. Definitely easier said than done. What can I say? I fell off track and have been beating myself up quite a bit, so today is the day I make an effort to reverse it so I can start off the week tomorrow may be feeling a little better, you know what I mean? I do always promise that I'll share my vulnerable moments and try to make an effort to show my truest and most raw self because if I don't, it's not really fair of me to assume someone else should. So this is it, nothing exciting really. The episode doesn't fully portray how I'm currently feeling, mostly because I recorded it a little over a week ago, but also if I'm being completely honest when this does happen, I don't like admitting it to myself so I don't even realize I'm hitting a wall until I feel so low for literally no reason and have to start assessing everything all over to see what, if anything, went wrong. Again, my apologies, I hope you enjoy this one, my friends!