Keep Her Happier

https://open.spotify.com/album/3kHzgeah5s7F2yv6Z3fH6f?si=a6tHYi0MQ5maO_IbAC87qQ When I awoke for the first time in life I was scared and confused, didn't expect permanently wide eyes Turned obsessive, self-abused, decided there was no wrong or right And then talking with you brought me a different light It was like, despite my infinite might Someone was willing to lend me their plight I lost my fight, thought just for tonight And then my slight loss of drive became more tight Permanence set in over time, Aryll and I forgot how to fly, You watched me die but promised you'd take me so high And here I am, no clue where, when or why. I love you gabby. I'll never leave. I just wish you had me without grieve Instead we separated at the seams And nothing even mattered cuz you were just a dream Everything that you are to me is a lie But it's beautifully designed, please don't cry I beg of you, let me love you. I'll impart Every part of my heart, torn apart Ugh just sleep, kiddo. Give in to your stupidity. You are worthless. Stop telling yourself you're killing me. You're perfection please don't forget that, worry or fret I'll never let you forget how much you saved me from all that. Two times in my life I've been depressed thus far. Both of the times only one person appeared to help And clearly I'm not referring to any other star It's you. Gabby. You saved me from my self. One part of me just wants to die. He wrote a grand tale of loss. The other wants to see us prosper. She's an optimist and doesn't care the cost. The final just wants to see the two get along, they don't want to toss You into this, my love, but if we hold hands we won't get lost All we need is eachother, I know we can get through Well, in all honesty, so far it just seems like I need you Because without your embrace I'd have already been gone twice So, dear gabby, would you like my eyes? Please allow me to entice The very fabric of your soul, your being She's the epitome of perfection, I claim You're skeptical, rightfully so, but I'm seeing Your heart through your eyes before your fame You complain I'm insane But I know what I see every night when I dream You might not believe it but the end is always in sight Could you please help me with the following scene? Our lifestories are so entangled it's quite bright, we're so alike Don't give up on yourself, I'll always be here Despite how distant we might grow, souls always near And you made my eyes crystal clear without fear Here, when I'm rich I'll just pay you off dear Money is the root of my own upheaval Distaste toward it allows the devil to grow strong Funny, though, how it always comes back to love and evil All along you made my life perfect, muse to my song Please don't ever give up and I won't either I'll write you songs, live up to you, maybe give you breathers Don't think I don't see her, you're above my view, be here For me and us and we could keep her happier.