Lead Pastor: Our Church Grew Fast… Then It All Fell Apart | Jeff Jenkins

In this episode, Jeff Jenkins shares the untold story behind the rapid growth and sudden collapse of his church. After planting, the church expanded quickly. But beneath the surface, a culture driven by performance, insecurity, and striving began to take its toll. When COVID hit, everything unraveled. The church stopped meeting for a period. Staff dropped from over 20 to just two. And Jeff was forced to confront deeper questions about identity, leadership, and what it truly means to build a Spirit-led church. Jeff opens up about: The hidden drivers behind performance-based leadership How insecurity and past wounds shaped his decisions The breaking points that led to real change A prophetic moment that reframed his entire approach to ministry And how he now leads through prayer, collaboration, and presence over pressure This conversation is an honest look at failure, formation, and the shift from building something impressive… to building something sustainable.