Learning to Be Loved

In this episode, I’m opening up about:* Why restoring my marriage was easier in those first two weeks than letting down my guard with God.* The fear that kept me communicating with the other man even after I returned to my husband.* How a deep misunderstanding of scripture convinced me that God was only waiting to punish me.* The song I “hoarded” for months, the distractions that tried to stop me from writing, and how God used a grocery store run to break through my walls.Today, I'm taking you back to 2012 to look at the massive gap between what my mind knew and what my heart felt during my first week home. It is a continuation of The Ugly Truth episodes (3 in total) and how my heart towards God began to thaw.Thank you for walking this journey with me. Have a wonderful, restful weekend!JamieLet’s Stay ConnectedIf this spoke to your heart, there are a few quick ways you can support my ministry:* Subscribe: Hit the subscribe button here on Substack so you never miss a post or podcast episode. It is always free to subscribe. If you want to support my ministry with a financial donation, you are welcome to do that as well.* Follow along: You can find me on Instagram @theweightofstillness for daily encouragement, behind-the-scenes thoughts, and community.* Share the hope: If this message touched your heart, please share it with someone who needs it. You never know who in your life is waiting to hear that they are loved, valued, and worthy of grace.The Weight of Stillness is a reader-supported ministry. There will never be a paywall blocking you from fullaccess to what God is teaching me as I embracestillness. But if you are led to donate to this ministry God is birthing out of my journey, you can become a paid subscriber. Get full access to The Weight of Stillness at weightofstillness.substack.com/subscribe