leaving, presently

read the explanation: https://bit.ly/2sU8GAH hear the explanation: https://bit.ly/36ERspB track 6 of 9 from the 2019 album "lunacy + the second naïveté" by closetjudas. this was the second official single from the album. official music video: https://youtu.be/RQ1RdXjH84E official lyric video: https://youtu.be/a80lqIQSQuI ------ it’s cool you found all of the answers i guess that means that i am lost thanks for writing me off like a defect as if i haven’t counted the cost surely i am the one who’s mistaken cause your sources are much better than mine it makes me feel so great when you judge me for being deaf, when my hearing’s fine must be nice sitting high on that royal chair aiming pity at the creatures below if i’m lucky, i might be acknowledged maybe told something i already know i’d like to stay, this way my home but the more i say, the less there’s room we were the same not long ago once comrades fighting well-defined foes yet, battlelines have been redrawn so, it’s not clear whose side i’m on i’m tired of being for or against i just want to be, take down the fence if only you could bracket out those things that cause you fear (like doubt) and be done with all pretense admit that life does not make sense screw absolutes, they’re all contrived stories to help us stay alive the only certain thing is death until then “love’s” my shibboleth it’s cool you found all of the answers i guess that means that i am lost thanks for writing me off like a defect as if i haven’t counted the cost surely i am the one who’s mistaken cause your sources are much better than mine it makes me feel so great when you judge me for being deaf, when my hearing’s fine