Let it go!

If there is one thing that satan will use to keep you ineffective for the kingdom of God, it is your past. After all, satan is called the accuser of the brethren (Rev. 12:10). The Apostle Paul had a horrific past as a persecutor of the early church but was used by God to evangelize and establish churches. Paul chose to forget the past failures and successes and pursue the call of Christ in his life.