Letting Go (censored)

LETTING GO (Dizy) -Lyrics V1: Tryna live, tryna strive// knowin' one day Imma say goodbye// I used to think suicide was an option but then I said f*** it nah// Imma take a crack at this life s***// lookin for the light lost in the darkness// in the cold contemplatin bein heartless now i have a place on my heart for the marksmen// the struggles I've faced have left scars// so I think of my squad and look to the stars// and hope I can find a way to express the potential I cultivate everyday (Uh)// but I never had a guide so I got lost// big so you know the kid really got tall// got balls so you know I flipped out// grown up in programs but I ain't a kid now// HOOK: When it's gettin cold and life's gettin old// ya gotta hit the road and jus let it go-//no no no// no no no-// gotta let it go, just let it go// i'm letting go-// V2: Years later now I'm caught up in a cycle// facin my reflection seein my worst rival// lyrical disciple sick spittin the MIC flow// lookin for the light to invite my arrival// every night I ignite getting high slow// burn so much I'm classified as a pyro// drownin in liquorthe magical elixir// sip mixtures til the big picture flickers// and I can't see clear, can't be here// need to find a way to escape and breathe free air (*breathe)// lookin, searchin for an identity// pacin, facin internal enemies// hopin, prayin I have the strength to be better than all the thoughts that my demons send in to sentence me// but I always cope// trying to believe that there's always hope (yo)// HOOK Bridge: Did you know how it's s'pposed to be// please tell me how it s'pposed to be// no no is it fate that this weight take hold of me// can't let it get a hold of me no no// (x2) V3: Time to make a move prove to myself// that my life isn't wasted that's worse than hell// heard words to compell me to get some help// gotta fight the despair til i hear the bells (*bells)// ears ringing I can't keep on clinging// to my past mistakes gotta find a way to forgive em' // listen to what I'm feelin decide I might ride// and give it another shot cuz you only get one try at life// HOOK Bridge HOOK