LETTING GO OF 2 YEARS SOBRIETY: What Happened? What's Next?

after two years of complete sobriety, i discuss how & why i made the conscious decision to engage with substances again. what happened? what's next? no matter where you're at on YOUR spiritual / social / substance path, my intention is that you'll find hope & truth—laughter and tears—and ultimately feel free to live more fully. THE FUTURE OF PARTYCOACH check partycoach.me/links for updates. yes, moving forward partycoach will evolve. while I'll continue to advocate for mindful partying and sobriety options, i'll be broadening our focus. expect more content on balancing wellness with social life, and less emphasis on substances themselves. remember, everyone's journey is unique. If you're in recovery and know that complete abstinence is necessary for you, please continue to trust yourself and your support system. as always, i'm here to listen & support you in creating intentional experiences – with or without substances. let's continue to party with purpose, prioritize our wellbeing, and laugh through our journeys. 00:00 Introduction to Season Three 00:59 Reflecting on Sobriety 01:32 "A Path with Heart" (from TAO of Physics) 04:42 wanna see me cry? 05:32 Mycellium & "The Opposite of Addiction is Connection" 11:24 why is it so hard to let go? 16:51 what will change? what won't change? 18:28 what can the party can teach us? 22:41 was this "partycoach" thing all for nothing? 23:20 freeing the party within 24:23 chasing nostalgia vs. creating new experiences 25:24 was i REALLY sober for 2 years? 27:08 not pulling back from the world 30:35 trading addictions & labels 32:21 what i learned from sobriety 35:02 humbling myself & not knowing the future