Letting Go Of Control | Verse 29 Tao Te Ching

Welcome to Day Twenty-Nine of 81 Days of Tao. Today we're exploring something that sounds incredibly simple…but can be one of the hardest things we are ever asked to do. Let go of control. And this verse arrived for me on a morning when I found myself wishing I could go backwards. Back to the life I had before my awakening. Before so much of what I believed about myself, love, happiness and the direction of my life began to fall away. For a moment, I wanted the certainty of my old life back. So I placed my hand on my heart…closed my eyes…and imagined myself back inside that life. And I asked: Do I really want to go back? The answer came immediately. No. Because when I looked more deeply, I remembered something. Even when life looked successful from the outside… even when I travelled, achieved, made money and experienced beautiful things… there had always been a quiet feeling inside me that something was missing. I couldn't name it. I just knew there had to be something more. And although my life today is still rebuilding… that feeling is gone. What awakening took from me was certainty. But what it gave me was connection. And perhaps this is one of the great paradoxes of the spiritual journey. We don't necessarily receive a map showing us where we're going next. Sometimes we're simply asked to release the life we've outgrown… without yet knowing what will replace it. And that requires trust. Not the kind of trust that says, Everything will happen exactly the way I want. But the kind that whispers… I don't know where this is going… and I don't need to control it to keep walking. And this is where Verse 29 of the Tao Te Ching meets us today. In the space between control and surrender. Between the life we've known… and the life that is still becoming. So take a breath… open your hands… and let's step through Door Twenty-Nine.