letting go (republished)

Nov 21,2021: I'm sitting here crying as I write this description. there are a lot of things I've been grieving this year and my past recent romantic relationship has been a big one. feeling has been one of the hardest things for me to do in the past couple months. I've been feeling too much, all the time. I'm overstimulated and emotionally burnt out. letting go of things from your past is a healthy practice, and I have decided to do that. wherever I end up next, whoever comes or goes in my life, is not in my control. here's things I've learned, self reflections, self doubts and some realizations about life and the people in it.