LOOK HOW TERRIFIED I AM

I haven't recorded one of these in over two years. I stopped, and the honest reason is I was scared of what people thought of me. Two of my friends passed away this year out of nowhere. It got me asking what anyone would actually say at my funeral, and I didn't love the answer. So this one is all of it — where my life actually is, what the last two years cost, the Ironman I almost didn't swim, and the 25 things I'm doing before I turn 25 on December 18. WHY NOT ME was never me saying look how great I am. It's me saying look how terrified I am, and I'm doing it anyways. New episode every Wednesday at 12.