Looking

Looking Looking round but feeling square, seems I just don’t fit anywhere You jam me into a shape that suits you well as you say you care Looking up yet I’m feeling down, I’m no king, it’s just a phony crown Nothing to rule I just need some faced paint cause I feel like a clown Where are the rest of our days? Have I missed them or are they up a ways? Loving comes, but never too long, tell me how long till it finally stays? Looking out, but I keep it all in, shouldn’t start, if you don’t know where to begin Sitting on the front porch a dog on either side humming to myself as I grin Looking happy, but I’m really going mad, relaxing sunsets are something I’ve never had Sharing tomorrow’s, enjoying today’s, dreams that I hope will make me glad Looking to the Heavens, feeling like hell, am I lost in love or under your spell? Things get so crazy till I hold you; you know sometimes I can’t even tell Where are the rest of our days? Have I missed them or are they up a ways? Loving comes, but never too long, tell me how long till it finally stays? Looking for the day it stays Tim Windisch 11/06/2023