lorraine | you have to be very careful with him

After her divorce, Lorraine sought advice from a shaman, who encouraged her to let others take the lead. She started taking dance classes and began dating her partner, who eventually revealed himself to be a manipulative and controlling narcissist, drawing her into a cycle of escalating abuse.**This episode contains graphic depictions of sexual assault, racism, and mental, emotional, and physical abuse. Listener discretion is advised.**quotes“I decided to take therapy sessions from a shaman. And she said to Lorraine, you have problems being led.” - Lorraine“I always already checking off all the boxes of how could I be the helper in this the Savior in this relationship?” - Lorraine“...she said, it took me eight years to get my life back together after what he did to me. And she said, This man will break you down until you are absolutely nothing.” - Lorraine“I would often lock myself in rooms to get away from him because sometimes things became violent…” - Lorraine“...the Police officer flips open his gun, puts his hand on his gun and says to me, are you resisting arrest? And that's when it hit me. I'm like, Oh my God. I am a black English speaking woman in a French speaking province. I am fucked.” - Lorraine“We keep our head up and we walk strong and we believe in God. And we believe in higher power, and we believe in kindness, and that's what's kept me through.” - Lorrainemusic | soundsMusic (CC BY 4.0):Lost Place Atmospheres 002 & 003 by Sascha EndeVery Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)Other Music and Sound Effects by Alex Wit, Yevhenii Kovalenko, Samuel Kamau, Cybercutie, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabaystay aware | follow | share (lorraine)Go Fund Me Page: https://gofund.me/5bd8a430Narcissism The Comedy Night: https://www.montrealimprov.com/shows/narcissism-a-comedy-nightNarcissism The Improvised Musical : https://www.montrealimprov.com/shows/narcissism-the-musical-a-fundraising-eventInstagram:www.instagram.com/thestarparentpodcastWoman Aware: https://www.womenaware.ca/Natalie Bedard better known as NatNatEnergy Healing Specialist: Regulating the Nervous System and Relieving Emotional and Mental Pain Through BreathworkWebsite: www.LiftOneSelf.comIG: Https://instagram.com/liftoneselfFB: Https://facebook.com/liftoneselfPodcast:https://liftoneself.buzzsprout.comYoutube:https://m.youtube.com/@LiftOneSelfPodcastNational Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)Text: START to 88788 https://www.thehotline.org/https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotlinehttps://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/story submission information If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.submission link | https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfearE-mail | [email protected] | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/subscription linksChartablehttps://link.chtbl.com/lovelustfearAmazon Musichttps://music.amazon.com/podcasts/b06d0ea8-cb29-4c3a-98e6-0249d84df748/lovelustfearSpotifyhttps://open.spotify.com/show/0e3ndcf5u8lZ5lhN1lvWecApplehttps://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283RSS feedhttps://audioboom.com/channels/5125912.rssWant to hear more? Whatever app you’re listening on, just rate us and/or leave us a comment or review.Thank you for your support!