Love is never enough

Sometimes I wish there was heaven or some other place of eternal bliss where we could just flow or stand in silence forever weightless screening our memories that we could have built together if everything was different, if only you and I have had actually met, actually met. Sometimes I dare myself to fall in love and feel the magic of momentary bliss, and I feel so brave cause I think I've grown so wise swearing I won't let it break me this time or ever again Cause this time I have it all so well planned in my head only waking up to face the pain cause love is never enough, there's always something else I don’t seem to get, I don’t seem to get. Sometimes I drink too much wine to feel the lightness of my own existence and I find heaviness also beautiful but it's something you don't understand. So I pretend to be simple, oh I pretend to be merry and bright I try to be happy over my constantly heavy heart to please the crowd Put on that record and play it loud for me let's just laugh and avoid the dangerous game. Let's keep the solid ground under our feet, Let’s play it safe and never touch each other's hearts too deep. Cause we don't know where it could lead us are we cowards, are we scared to let ourselves fall into deep? We know that in the end we’ll both run away, run away And then it hits me, it hits me so hard during cigarette break at the office we’re scared to make the move to get closer so I imagine our story in my head while our bodies screaming for the touch it seems safe to stay carefully away So I nervously smoke and smile then write down all the words I dare not say out loud music & lyrics by Laura Zitna