Marcus Aurelius Was Terrible at Stoicism

Marcus Aurelius is the most quoted philosopher on the internet, and his private journal shows a man who kept failing at the thing he's famous for. He struggled to get out of bed. He needed ten separate strategies to manage his temper. Near the end of his life he wrote, to himself, that he was "far from philosophy."In this episode I read the passages most Stoicism channels skip. The two getting-out-of-bed debates, four books apart. The brutal self-talk about caring what people think. The procrastination confession. The contradiction of Commodus and the gladiatorial games. And the old distinction that makes sense of all of it: the sage versus the Stoic in training. Marcus knew which one he was.If you've ever felt like a fraud for relearning the same lesson again and again, this one is for you.Watch the video version: https://youtu.be/h1Rm4Cv_aQYFree 7-Day Stoic Challenge: stoicchallenge.coThe Stoic Vault: stoicvault.com