MASKING

where I talk about masking pain and fear. what masking is how it works. how it can trigger nightmares as it has done this evening. and I talk about how the death of my mobility scooter a couple of weeks ago is throwing me off a mitochondrial deterioration cliffI also talk about how I amal massively deteriorating and that is definitely raising my fear levels as I will run out of GoFundMe money super fast if I end up permanently back on the intravenous. I booked in for an appointment for one with the hopes of restabilizing me. but if being outside my energy envelope because of lack of mobility scooter has once again caused me to have reduced glutathione production or worse I have stopped producing it at all. well, that's a death sentence. because the current GoFundMe money is not going to get me very far. and between inflation and the tariff situation and no news publication on The horizon to tell my story, the GoFundMe has been very quiet. which is frustrating because 10,000 people donating $5 would get me restabilized and give me time and energy to keep at the system. to keep advocating. to keep fighting but time is what I do not have