May 3rd, jaded and mutated

I don’t know what to want anymore..this year would be 63 years mark and Kay(my grandparents) would be Married, My dad isn’t married, so the only thing really about my family that’s worth Carrying forward is Love and commitment they had, my middle name is Mark and I am trying to find my “K”...it seemed too good to be true with discovering Terence and Kat and Klea and Dennis...Because I am Dennis, My Dads Older brother is Terry...it seemed to have significance for me anyway, But now everything is just kind of muddled and abstract...and I am just being toyed with by people on social media, I think all of these women are very beautiful and I would be with any of them but claiming that and having everybody know it makes problems for everybody, because the loyalty I try to demonstrate is in jeopardy because 3 ladies I have in mind, none of which have shown any sort of interest or feedback in junction to mine...kylie and kendall dont make it clear they are available