Midnight Snack E5: The Story My Body Still Remembers: Part 2 The Surrogacy Story I've Never Told Like This Before.

Reality Check My Life | Midnight Snack | E5: The Story My Body Still Remembers: Part 2 The Surrogacy Story I've Never Told Like This Before. In Part 1, I told the facts.In Part 2, I tell the truth.This episode is the emotional, somatic, and spiritual storyof what surrogacy felt like from the inside— the hope, the loss, the fear, the betrayal, the near-death moment, and the sacred responsibility of becoming the portal through which a soularrived.This is the part that never gets told.Inside, we explore:The joy and innocence of the very first yesThe heartbreak of losing the first couplePassing an intact amniotic sac in DisneylandThe D&C at UNLV while nobody grasped the dangerBleeding at 12 weeks… againHospitalization and blood transfusionsBeing asked to abort at 20 weeks—and the baby kicking in protestLosing the mucus plug at 23 weeksThe body doing the impossible to keep her aliveThe Reiki moment before everything collapsedBlood pouring down your legsThe parents leaving town and placing a DNRBeing forced to make medical decisions aloneThe awake c-section, the cry, the Apgar miracleLosing 12x your blood volume and not needing a transfusionThe loneliness, the psychosis, the job loss, the financial collapseThe betrayal when you asked for helpThe emotional imprint of being minimized at every turnThis is not the medical story.This is the human one.The sacred one.The one my body never forgot.For the first time, I speak it from the inside.