MindShifters Radio LIVE May 22, 2024

Email question: "Why does my own mind hate me? I understand corrupt data, I understand the Christians say it's the devil...  I see a thought that I did not make pop up and tell me that others don't deserve grace or it tells me the things opposite of how they really are. Yet my satan tries to deceive anyhow. I wonder if it's God's perfect self-checking system to see if there are those who really want to be of the Kingdom." Thought disorders of hatred within. Caller Kim. Support Group with Susan B. Anxiety around medical testing, fear about tests being bad and not be here for my 3 kids (12, 11, 9). Goal to be healthy. Sub-goal but main goal is to be here for your kids. Memory of having mono at 9 and hospitalized, dehydrated. Mom divorced father shortly after and left. Another goal may be left out of school, to be included and participate. Another wanting someone to comfort you and be there. Jeanie shared her experience of going through symptoms of mono just a few months ago. Healing crisis. https://whyagain.org/healingcrisis/ Caller Susan, prayers for her son - at a neurologist, MRI shows his brain has shrunk in 15 yrs, complaining of brain fog and confusion. Afraid something is wrong and afraid nothing is wrong and he has to go back to work. Fear of not having enough money, won't do a wake-up sheet like Kim did. Dehydrated. Guilt about 'being worthless' and about abandoning his partners. Time is not toxic https://whyagain.org/time-is-not-toxic/