Welcome to our impressions Monday's music mini episode Oops starting over man. I've been making so many mistakes these recordings Remember we did that entire Taylor Swift item in the giveaway. Oops. We're kind of working on a Taylor Swift episode Yeah, and we did a full episode and it turned out that I only recorded one channel.
Oops my channel It's all about you didn't have your voice and no because it's all about you didn't have your voice in it as far as I'm concerned Hmm. This is about your voice. Mm-hmm. Although.
This is music mini Monday music mini And that's and now it's kind of about my voice because I sing songs on these episodes. Yep. It's to highlight you and your talents Mmm. Yeah, and I'm just kind of like the host like hey, this is what's next.
I was resisting scoffing at the word talent when you used it for me just then oh because You've been I've been learning that I need to be less self-deprecating Receive it receive. Yeah, be open not closed Be open and generous and thankful. Yes When someone gives you a compliment say thank you. I have such an urge to undermine compliments.
Mm-hmm. I really do Yeah, and I like to think that it's a sincere urge I sincerely do think that there are so many amazing things in the world that people need to hear and sometimes when people say that They like what I do I say well, that's just because you haven't heard blah blah blah Oh, yeah, you can't do that. I can't do that. I'm done with that.
Let that go baby This could be it this could be the last time that publicly even acknowledged that I feel that way One of the things that I want to let go of since we're talking about letting go of things is I don't know if this is like a midwestern thing, but when someone Compliments me on something I'm wearing my immediate reaction is to tell them how I got it on sale or deal I can't I can't ever pay full price for something and even if I did I have to find a way to justify it that Just it's like you're just apologizing for even wearing clothes at all. Oh You know, it's like you should be sorry for wearing clothes at all It's just you know, oh, I like that coach you've got a night go. Thank you And then I also don't know do I then tell them where it's from or is it just thank you? Am I done is this conversation over?
Do you do that? I've heard you say where you got it? Well, right because I don't know. Mm-hmm.
That's my problem. I have to stop saying the sale part song commencing in five notes In search of any way to make the magic mine The way you live the way you do to find it on my own I need sunshine to ignore Need a room with heavy curtains. I'm all I can't no freedom I'm going in Hands a lock and they said all again. I need such a Was I dodging in the street?
Ever trying to hand me something else we carry all we can I'm Bringing it back inside and make it rain. I need sunshine I need you in my head and from the cause of freedom We're going Hands a lock and they said all again. I need sunshine Do you know? Need a room I need sunshine Sunshine everybody from the last sebato act surprised LP the last sebato LP Act surprised.
I like doing that video. I did a cool video for that song We walked around a green field, right? Yeah, you had me walk through Wilson's department store I don't think we told people about Wilson's yet, but we will yeah soon enough our old department store here in town That doesn't exist anymore, but they they didn't like us filming in there and they don't stop. Yeah, it was a very antiquated very We passed its prime department store here in town and I walked down the streets here too and Yeah, you know that was one of our first kind of video one of our first collaborations that way Not too long after we moved here.
That's right. When was that? Was that in the spring? I think because it was like right before it was there was no leaves on the trees.
I liked how bare it was It was kind of had a bare very bare winter feeling. Yeah, but it was kind of after winter, right? Gosh, I can't even really remember. Yeah, well people should check it out Yeah, I'm gonna easy for them to check it out check it out.
Maybe we'll link to the video actually in the description. So that was my request That's right. So you're welcome. I Yeah, I was a little nervous playing that one again.
I'm sorry. I don't know. You know, I feel like You know we'd be saying this a lot, but we're kind of doing this podcast for us You know for the two of us and but sometimes when a little record button goes on I feel like there's a lot of people around I get nervous. Hmm.
Yeah, some days. I feel more nervous than others. I don't know why hmm today. I I don't I'm mostly focused on drinking My tea and eating some goldfish.
We got a lot coming up. We do and I'm feeling I'm gonna say I'm feeling a little Little squeezed overwhelmed with the schedule. Yeah, yeah, you are too. I am I think a couple of shows coming up in LA and I just haven't had enough like consecutive shows to really like get your groove get my groove and get mellow I love it when I'm just relaxed and playing and I'm not thinking too much about where my fingers are going or You know, so commences out this five notes.
I apologize for this song everybody I just many music Monday presents an awful song from the archives. How awful is it? Is no wrong care about people All about the money all about good love I'll try to keep things simple Now I understand how the human mind gets cloudy and things can get out of hand I do anything to protect them and there is no So from the archives what it's been it's been this file that's just been sitting on my desktop and it says people don't care And I remember doing it I was I like kind of like the melody so I kept it around thinking that I would somehow change it or change the lyrics and then I don't know today I just got the while I was putting the putting this together I thought I should just throw this on there and make it make it the awful song from the archives when you say archives when you do that song The the file is dated 2011, but I feel like I did it before that Mm-hmm more like 2009. Okay.
I know that I did it in my practice space at San Fernando Boulevard in Los Angeles. Oh, well, okay. Huh in the song just never got any light No, cuz I think the sentiment people don't care about people is really it's as true as it may be in some way It sometimes it wasn't really something that I wanted to really have be the main theme of the song I wanted to somehow counteract it if I could okay, so And I never managed to do that and to be honest I feel like I don't know the last 10 years or so that I've been writing songs the melodies have been better My songs have gotten a little more like More textured and not complicated. I never I never do things.
I never make complicated things. I like to keep things simple But um that song is particularly simple in both theme and musically. Mm-hmm. I guess it's a little window into who you were at the time I was not a really happy person then but but I was I did kind of like the melody, but I just never I like the melody too Yeah, I don't know.
I don't think it's as bad as you think it is But well I wanted to play that up, you know just so no one no one could be mistaken for think I no one would think that I thought it was great. Mm-hmm. Yeah, I really don't want anybody to think oh Does this mean it's the end of the music Monday? Yep Music Monday