Misunderstood

I walk away, I walk away, I walk away with empty hands Oh don't you say, Oh don't you say, please don't you say, it's not that bad I know I need to stop with all the grief and all this sorrow Drowning my pain with liquor bottles, bury them like fossils Waking up feeling awful, my life is in a spiral I know it's hard to swallow, but my heart is going hallow, so Look at me, look at me, what a waste I walked away, I just can't battle bullshit face to face I think is safe to say, that I might need little aid To help me break out of this cage and escape My mental health is real, but most my friends fake I'm angry at the world, and always need a thing to blame I lost both of my parents, that was at an early age You see the mess that I became, I'm better off inside a grave, ok. Yea I'm a bit under the weather And there's nothing you can say to make it better Not a single word, number or letter, I'm mad forever We didn't even last together, that's tough like leather And yet, I open up my eyes like Why am I still alive when all I wish for is to die? I want it all to end, fuck her, fuck him, fuck love and friends I won't pretend, bitch I'm not content Man I'm so anti-social, I can't even have thoughts, I live in a box Just hope to end my sentence like a dot I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired Of not getting inspired, and then the universe keep changing the plot I am fucking hot yeah I walk away, I walk away, I walk away with empty hands Oh don't you say, Oh don't you say, please don't you say, it's not that bad I guess you'll never understand, what I preach and truly am Sometimes you got a vision but God got another plan My back against the wall My life is all a flaw But I'll sacrifice it all just to be back with the FAM To hear my momma laugh, maybe hold my daddy hand God damn he sad, yes I am, this how rock bottom look Got it? Good, got to do it, I'm so misunderstood Monsters in my closet none as pretty as James Sullivan I don't know what I'm up against, but God o my I'm struggling I'm fighting with a demon and it's ugly Bitch this ain't McDonalds, how the fuck am supposed to love this shit? I'm fucking sick I need help yes I admit it, but I'm kind of iffy Cuz once I start to open up, they going to say I'm tripping But I promise you that I'm different than what I exhibit And it's better off if we dismiss it, leave me broken Hopeless, oh it's so atrocious Everybody tell me you just need to focus Like they really fucking care about my diagnosis I come to notice it's all bogus, everybody on that hoe shit I walk away, I walk away, I walk away with empty hands Oh don't you say, Oh don't you say, please don't you say, it's not that bad I guess you'll never understand, what I preach and truly am Sometimes you got a vision but God got another plan My back against the wall My life is all a flaw But I'll sacrifice it all just to be back with the FAM To hear my momma laugh, maybe hold my daddy hand God damn he sad, yes I am, this how rock bottom look Got it? Good, got to do it, I'm so misunderstood