Misunderstood^2 (sometimesnotalways)

I cannot think without my open and release I cannot breathe without the feeling of a breeze I will not chill unless my mind is at ease I will not relax until im blowin on them trees Every one in the world can take a look at me It would not phase the, as I'm born to be Staring at the center, its the center of the universe Im always speaking from the heart, your dude is truly unrehearsed I know it's hard to speak it, but improving is the verses Reason being is the practice and the practise makes it perfect So I'm struggling to make sure that I'm always doing something Whether making music promoting, posting gotta keep it going And my children getting older, yeah they really getting big and I'm barely looking down when I'm staring at my kids Looking forward to a future, does the future give a shit, no And it's not about the past I care about the future The pain it won't last Emotionally I'm super Do you want to try Just open up your heart, no lies Release all the pain you feel inside I will not be, the person that you want me I will not fake, the feelings deep inside me Let's manipulate the world around us Try not to hate but its bound to happen It's bound to happen Times past Times spent Time is not ending My shit gets twisted Are you even listening Joking and kidding We swimming We drowning I don't think I can survive Times past Times spent Time is not ending My shit gets twisted Are you even listening Joking and kidding We swimming We drowning I don't think I can survive